Sometimes, having no one to follow you on sites you wish you had a lot, makes me feel relieved. It makes the world less scary, no one would judge my being, my likes, and the things I love to do. You get to have your little world where you could play, act, and talk freely. And it is a bit of fresh air for the people who has lots of other people seeing them as some freaks. You get to breath and smile to the world that has been really scary.
I hope other people will learn how to respect people’s liking to K-pop, J-pop, and other Asian related stuffs. We just happen to like and dream different from the things you like and dream about. We are not bunch of stupids wasting our time, mentally challenged, losers, or freaks.
Hearing things like that deeply hurt when it comes from a friend, just so you know. It may look or sound as a friendly joke, but what comes from your friends hurts the most. Is it as if they never knew you at all, as if they are soooo tired and embarassed being your friend.
We don’t push you to do so or do those things in front of you, if ever we do sometimes may you know that we never meant to irritate you. It is just that we are so happy with these things, we wanna share it to our friends.
When we hear discrimination from our loved ones, it kills us, and we just want to keep ourselves locked.
Unexpectedly hearing the most hurtful things about the thing you treasure soooooo much… as in so soooooooooo much from the person that is very important to you. As if they never knew you at all…as if they wanted you not to be you anymore.
Soooooo, today is the 26th, I went out with my Ate and his boyfriend to buy some stuff and eat Korean~ Annyeong!:)
And there we went all the way to Recto *we live in Marikina, so that’s a loooong way* to eat at my Fave Korean restaurant, Seoulia. I wanted to eat Kimbap soooo much, and when we got there, Kimbap wasn’t available… T_T so I ordered my all time fave Noguri Ramyun… and they decided to eat Chicken bulgogi and Dukbokki, which are both very spicy. I really don’t eat spicy foods, just the drawing of chilis, red font colors in the menu that indicates spiciness, and just the mere saying that “this is spicy” kahit sabihing “di naman po gaanong kaanghangan yan” makes me say no. It was a big sacrifice for me to say yes to their requests, adding the fact that my boasted kimbap wasn’t available, so I need to make them happy with the foods that we’re gonna order.
After laying the food, it was like some placebo effect or my love for Korean blabla made me try the spicy foods, I just let myself drink hefts of water and eat…have fun. After the meal, I was quite satisfied and soooo proud of my self that I was able to conquer the thing that I really hate, or maybe it’s just my conscience of making them go all the way to Recto just to try my boasted restaurant, who knows.
I demanded for an Ice cream right after though…and for some reason I was able to multiply 8 faster than my way beyond reality bad math skills.
You know what I like? Leaving few drops of my fave juice to its bottle and refill it with water. I have flavored water now.
You know what I also like? getting a pen, removing its cap and writing on someone’s skin, and laugh hard:)
Speaking of that, my friend Grant, accuses me of writing “Grant” using a pen on his shoe. Yea, I know I am capable of doing that, and I am the most to be doing that, BUT I AM SO NOT GUILTY OF DOING THAT. It’d be fun if I really did that, I’d laugh with pure contentment, but that fact is that I didn’t, I hope I did, it’d be fun:) And when he accuses me, I wanna laugh, but he’d be more thinking of me as the real perpetrator, but it’s really funny, ‘cause he’s some vain shit and hates things like that. To whomever it may concern, and is the real perpetrator, I am both suffering and having fun with what you’ve done. I want to write on his Justin Bieber shoes though *symbolic convergence:PP* I bet he’ll go crazy:)
Yes if I’m gonna be your friend, you’ll see me as somewhat “Dennis the Menace”. I have lots of my “Menace” stories, but that was the one I was reminded of now, so there:)
I spent today, cleaning the house, giving my dog a bath, and some hair trim, slept in the afternoon *yes, I didn’t take a bath after cleaning and all, is that wrong? did I kill anybody? I’m not a murderer!lolol* And I wanted pizza sooooo much but my elder sis was the Grinch again and cooked…she’s still cooking so I don’t know yet. AND I WANT PIZZA, is that wrong? did I kill anybody?
I wanna take a bath right now, but the itchiness won’t take control over me, but I’ll be in a minute…sooo probably, I’ll be taking a bath after an hour or more.
I made a video to greet everybody yesterday, Isn’t that sweet of me?:3 Happy Birthday Jesus, Merry Christmas Everyone, Hohohoho. I hope everybody’s having fun and a blast today, unlike me:)
And yea I haven’t ate anything today and yesterday nothing but breads and fruits *not because I want to, but there’s nothing in the fridge that’s ready to eat and no one’s gonna cook for me*, I bet I’d be a healthy beach this holiday season.