36. Jun asked him to go eat ramyun. Jun whined and whined but Ohno said he was too lazy to go out. One day, Ohno wanted to eat ramyun and thought of Jun, but the thought of having to leave the house was too bothersome so instead Ohno drew a picture of Jun’s face and placed it on the table and made himself a cup of ramyun. ~~~ THIS!!!I can actually imagine this :))
I started this fanfic a year ago. Something in my heart hurt so much that made me stop doing this *and that is a story I don’t want to elaborate anymore*. And now, I am emotionally ready to continue this :)Here are the first few chapters that I did.Douzo!
It was the school’s last day. The day that I’ve been looking forward to since the semester started. I know I’m some lazy kid that luckily passed on all of my subjects; I study too, but not that much. However, even if I’ve been waiting for this day, the days and months that I’ve been with my block mates are exceptional. I’m stuck with my friends, and added some more :D
The last subject ended, then somebody called me while I was walking with Jillian and Nel going downstairs. “Hey! last day huh? , I’ll miss you!” it was Kriselle.
“I’ll miss you too! and everything that we did!” I replied,
“ C’mon this wouldn’t be the end!, we’ll still be continuing our communication ok?” said Kriselle.
We continued chatting until we’ve reached the gate.
“Bye! Take care!” Jillian and I said ,
“Bye too, you three must also take care!” Kriselle said.
“ Vacation huh???… *sighs*” I said to myself while checking the Arashi contest’s result on the internet. It has been months since this was on…
September 15- Arashi’s 12th anniversary.
I was uploading the pictures of my simple preparation for Arashi’s anniversary on my facebook account. I was happily doing every bit of it until one of my internet friends popped on my fb chat.
“ Hi ate!”, it was Enne-chan.
“Oh hi!, how’ve you been? Enne?” I replied in a happy mood.
“I’ve been good! Anyway, I have some good news for you, so there’s no time for us chatting, because for sure after I spit this out, you’ll be…maybe in unimaginable feelings” Enne said.
“I hope it’s good too, what is it?…”
“Go to this link…and have fun!”
“Ok:) you’re in a hurry? Haha. You too have fun!”
I curiously clicked on the link and waited for it to load. I was happy seeing the URL with Arashi. I thought it was some good news or some Arashi fandom sites that she just wanted to show me. She always leads me to certain sites because she knows that I never meddle onto other Arashi fangirls and such because I feel very envious and out of place.
I checked my pictures while the page was loading; having so much fun that I almost forgot to check it back. I was even playing Arashi songs to boost up the mood even more.
As expected, I’ve seen Arashi’s face and it was sort of a blog or I don’t know. The title was “ Happy 12th year Arashi Surprise Mechanics”.
I thought it was some stupid fangirl organized competition that I really don’t want to meddle depending on the prize. But I was in such a good mood, I kept reading. “Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla… And so Arashi made a surprise Thank you for all the fans in the whole world. The prize would be…”
“WHAT THE CRAP??? WHAT’S THIS?? I’M GOING TO KILL WHOEVER MADE THIS LIE!… What’s the Prize?”
“A month long Trip to Japan with the whole Arashi plus a show guesting with them! “
I checked if Enne was still online… she’s not anymore. I wanted to tell myself that everything that I read was a lie. I wanted to fart, to jump, to fly, but I was still in doubt. I stayed on the site with an intense unexplainable facial expression. I wanted some proof! Tell me this is all a lie and I’m not gonna crap out. I don’t know if I was heard by some Arashi angel but below the shocking article was a video of Arashi inviting all the fans to join and they will be picking up the winner manually
I was in deep awe, I even felt that my soul did leave me for years. I felt empty yet I felt I just married Jun Matsumoto. I was in craze, I can’t explain my feeling, my eyes are dropping, I was crying, I can’t talk, my body stiffened. What I just did was to turn off the computer and went straight to my bed and went to sleep.
Amazingly I was able to sleep easily while crying.
CHAPTER 1.5 –Waking up.
I didn’t remember any dream. It’s like my body woke up on its own and decided just to stand. I still felt clueless, I have no idea on how to explain my situation neither my feelings. Today’s Friday so I need to prepare for school, but it was still 4am. I went walking to turn the computer on and went to Enne’s wall.
“ Hi Enne! Thank you so much for the information. Up to now, I’m still shocked. As what you’ve said, I’m feeling unexplainable right now…”
I went to that site again staring at it. I was like a ghost in the midnight, some kind of a lost soul having an unfinished business with the internet. Out of I don’t know, I made my entry for the competition just to end my business. Just to quiet my mind. But I was so sure that I’ve put all my emotions and love for them although I looked like a phantom typing did my morning routine and went to school.
Weeks went by, I think I moved on with my shock…
CHAPTER 2 – Done Reminiscing, Facing the Present.
“Vacation really…1 day left… 1 day… 1 day… WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH~~!” I repeatedly screamed to myself while looking on the TV. Of course, the aftershock was done with me, but the nerve wreck would never be. What I did with the months that passed was to regularly check the days left ‘till the winner will be announced like I wanted my heart just to break a vein daily. Just one, only one, the CHOSEN ONE… it feels as if I were a grated piece of pepper screaming for help while drowning in a 5 liter soup.
“I can’t even win a decent prize on shampoo sachets! How could I win this? C’mon 1 day left and I’m still dreaming for a win? What I need to do now is to enjoy the summer sun and stay at home watching TV until my mom gets my kidneys to pay for the electricity.”
I followed my buttheart and just watched TV, after that my mom went cutting me and got my kidneys. Just kidding, I need to get calm and act like all the summers I’ve had. This feels like a math class grade distribution. Painful.
It’s already been a cliché, but I went to sleep early just to relive my stress. Just my way of wanting to see tomorrow quickly. The half of me keeps telling me to have hope, therefore, I kept wondering, failing to sleep.
CHAPTER 3 –Is it today already?
1 am…2 am…3 am…
“C’mon sleep is needed, don’t take it away from me, like you’re taking my happiness later”
4 am…5 am…6 am… The sun’s shining. Crap…
“Isn’t breaking my heart still enough? Sleeping is a human’s right!” I kept rolling in my bed, covering myself with the blanket. I think I’ve gone mad. I tried hitting myself on the wall, counting everything that could possibly jump over the fences.
7:30 am… I felt tired…. AT LONG LAST.
The striking heat was hitting me through the curtains. It was already the afternoon sun. I checked my phone to know that it was already 3 pm. I tried hard not to panic to see the results because it would be out by 1 pm. I calmly went downstairs although my conscience was already cursing. I peacefully ate my food, cleaned the house, watched TV, took a bath, then watched some more. My calmness was freaking me out. 7 pm now… I solemnly looked at the clock… I can’t contain it anymore, I ran to the computer and checked the results.
I can only hear my heart beat while scrolling down.
CRAP… - _-“
CHAPTER 4- Taking it in…
I was drinking water at that moment so my nervousness would come down, just in my own perception. I wasn’t prepared to lose nor to hunt down the girl’s house and kill her eventually. In a very brutal way, so that the competition will be forfeited and no one amongst us gets happy. I stopped scrolling just on the word “WINNER” is written, I didn’t see who it was. I plan to see it, but I wouldn’t handle getting depressed forever.
As is scrolled down to the winner’s name with my eyes closed, praying that maybe once in my life I’m freaking lucky to win this.
“Foxx! I can’t open my eyes!, can’t somebody just read this and spit it to my face?.. Well, I’ll be seeing this for sure…”
As I opened my eyes to see a girl’s name, of course. I was in deep shock. I was seeing the name, but somehow I can’t read it. My mind isn’t able to decode it. I drank water again. Afterwards, I’ve spit it. Now I can read, now I know who is it…
“ Oh! It’s me…” in such an unusual casual way.
Now in an ecstatic shocked way, “It’s MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!”
I checked the winner’s name a hundred and two times just to make sure it was me. OH YES! It’s me who’s needed. My information was even asked too! It was unbelievable. I shook the monitor, danced in a crazy manner, sang an immediate homemade song. I was so happy, or beyond happy that I was tears filling up information.
It was said that it would be in process, and it would take 2 days for confirmation and everything included.
I was in a mess right after, but I was able to tell Enne on how thankful I was. And of course, I did print screen on how much of a lucky bullcrap I was. To think, I’m not prepared to kill myself in any way.
For the next things that I did, I was still in a mess in an annoying way. I was eating while laughing, I watched dramas smiling, I talked to my little sister as if I’m the greatest and most angelic sister she’s ever had, and has been an annoying girl smiling like our house was a paradise full of flowers and butterflies.
Ooops, I forgot to tell my parents.
CHAPTER 5 – Hey Mom!
After two days, everything was confirmed; my ticket will be sent in my house after 2 days again. But I’m not that generous to type on how positive I was on the two days that had passed. My flight will be after a week. I’m smiling like Joker. Yes, a very creepy look.
“Hey Mom!, Look at this…” I talked to my mom after got inside the house
“Ok, so what’s this supposed to be?, A ticket to Japan and your name in it…”my mom was casual.
“Well yea, aren’t you gonna ask me on what’s this supposed to be?” I said.
“ This is supposed to be you going to Japan right?”, mom said.
“Yea, your fine with that? “
“ No.”, mom replied, and left that ticket on her side.
I followed my mom and continuously pleading her.
“But mom!” I cried
“Well explain to me on how did this happen and it’s just a week to go before you are getting away?”, mom asked.
“ I won on a fan competition, you know how much I love Arashi! You even meet them everyday in my room. You even hear their songs. You know they are what happiness is to me!” I cried again.
“SO?”, mom annoyingly replied.
“ I told Dad about this when we had a time to chat, after a long talk he agreed. He understood my point.”I’ve made my point.
“ My point is, you should’ve told this to me earlier.” Mom told me.
“Yes I should have, but I told dad first because I know, you would let me and you would understand it easier.” I replied.
“I would let you, because, this would be such a waste if I wouldn’t. And I just don’t have the heart to make you depressed forever, right?” Mom told me, holding my hands and looking into my eyes.
“Mom! I love you, but why did you have to make a scene just now?” I asked.
“You know, I’m not that easy to get and of course you need to at least work for my permission.”
We just laughed. I know she is happy for me. Her happiness which I can’t explain: a mother’s happiness for her daughter who had just found her dreams and had a grasp of it. Her hug made me miss her when she’s just there. I’m such a lucky kid.